Content or not?
I spend my days working, sitting in front of computers, eating lunch, and being distracted by semi-boring things on the internet just because. Ok sometimes I find some cool stuff to talk about or read, but it seems that lately I’ve just fallen in the ‘whatever’ category of life, and just kinda scrape by looking forward to spending time with M or play with the cats or watch a movie. This isn’t such a bad thing, but I also feel like I’m getting a bit stuck in just ‘being.’ M works hard, deals with many stresses of working hard, and has done so for a while. I’ve been doing that as well, but then something interesting happened, all of a sudden I was finally recognized for all the hard work, given a promo, and now work on a channel that well, isn’t all that challenging.
I can’t complain right? When should I come home ‘tired,’ relax in front of the computer or boob-tube, and think to myself “this is great!”? I start to feel guilty in some way. So now it’s September. Perfect time to kick it up. It stopped being hot, I started running with M again, and I’m planning to work on that damned website of mine finally (or M’s site? or both?). I also think I’m gonna take the bull by the proverbial horns and kick it up at work, hopefully I’ll pick up some interesting and challenging work. If not, well, there is that website of mine to change 
Funny how happiness is such a balance. Stress, distance, companionship, work, sleep, love, and stars need to be perfectly aligned in order to really feel the joys of happiness. Like my dad says “without bad luck, there’d be no luck at all.” Same applies with happiness. So I’m about 80% there, hell, how could I have any problems with such a wonderful girlfriend, nice apartment to come home to, etc. etc. Just a few glitches to take care of. Ok, enough gushing my world, go read someone else’s blog now!
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